Wednesday, 17 August 2011

Patience is a Virtue, but waiting is boring.

Well I have been patient enough, its been just under 2 months since my last exam, and today is results day.
I stupidly thought of the worst and looked at places on clearing to do fine art. There were alot. But I didn't want to go to any of them. I want to go to Worcester!! I WANT MY HAPPY ENDING!! Surely I deserve it after everything that has happened this year? The things I have battled with, for the past 2 years, giving up my life to practically live in the art room to get my work up to scratch this year after the disaster last time.
I remeber last year a sleepless plane jouney as I returned home with my mum from Holiday, getting my results, walking to the car and breaking down. And tonight is looking similar so far with the sleepless night, infact my alarm will be going off in just over 4 hours to wake me up, yes I want to be on track as soon as it is up. I do not care if they say it won't be online untill 8, I will be on there at half 6 ready to keep refreshing the page from about 7!! I just hope that what I see on screen will be different to that of last year.
So Patience is a virtue, but waiting is boring. Now I'm done with both so hurry the hell up and telll me!!

Sunday, 14 August 2011

I’m Naomi. Just Naomi. Maybe thats enough. I know it should be. I hope it will be. I’m a work in progress. But whatever I am. Whoever I am. I deserve to be happy.