As I moved away...

So since my last post alot has happened ...

New haircuts - 1
Weeks spent at uni - 2
Number of new friends made - 4
Number of nights consuming alcohol - 1
Number of lectures - 4
Pieces of work been given to do - 7

Number of times spent stressing out - too many to count.

Time spent being me - all the time.

Hugging is good medicine.

It transfers energy and gives the person hugged an emotional lift. You need four hugs a day for survival, eight for maintenance, and twelve for growth. Scientists say that hugging is a form of communication because it can say things you don't have the words for. And the nicest thing about a hug is that you usually can't give one without getting one.

Patience is a Virtue, but waiting is boring.

Well I have been patient enough, its been just under 2 months since my last exam, and today is results day.
I stupidly thought of the worst and looked at places on clearing to do fine art. There were alot. But I didn't want to go to any of them. I want to go to Worcester!! I WANT MY HAPPY ENDING!! Surely I deserve it after everything that has happened this year? The things I have battled with, for the past 2 years, giving up my life to practically live in the art room to get my work up to scratch this year after the disaster last time.
I remeber last year a sleepless plane jouney as I returned home with my mum from Holiday, getting my results, walking to the car and breaking down. And tonight is looking similar so far with the sleepless night, infact my alarm will be going off in just over 4 hours to wake me up, yes I want to be on track as soon as it is up. I do not care if they say it won't be online untill 8, I will be on there at half 6 ready to keep refreshing the page from about 7!! I just hope that what I see on screen will be different to that of last year.
So Patience is a virtue, but waiting is boring. Now I'm done with both so hurry the hell up and telll me!!

I’m Naomi. Just Naomi. Maybe thats enough. I know it should be. I hope it will be. I’m a work in progress. But whatever I am. Whoever I am. I deserve to be happy.

Hiding

I'm hiding a big part of me.
Something your not allowed to see.
It eats me up.
And breaks me down.
But I am not supposed to frown.
So I cover it up.
Then you can't see.
That I'm hiding a big part of me.

I'm Okay ...

... Is that what I'm supposed to say??

A Mistake is Only a Mistake if You Make it More Than Once.

Well then this is only hell of a big mistake.
And I will look at it every day.